Posted: 3 days agoi have a massive urge to drop out of school, delete my facebook and tumblr, throw my phone out the window and get on a train to somewhere random and just go on a massive adventure
I love you
But when you bring up stuff you know upsets me and use it against me it does upset me.
I hate fighting, I really do. And I don’t mean to be a bitch. But sometimes its like you don’t listen to what I say.
I’m honestly scared of what I’ll do if we get in a huge fight. I don’t want to hurt myself again and I’m trying not to but its hard when you act like I’m a bitch….
I don’t bring up all the shit that upsets me about you or your friends but everytime I get upset you bring up things I’d rather not talk about anymore. I don’t want to keep fighting, I just want things to work out.
I really do love you but the shit we say when we argue is stupid and shouldn’t be brought up constantly.
When I doodle at my boyfriends house~
natalie is completely perfect klshdjkgkgkd
Shower head that turns water rainbow colors
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Bath tiles that change color according to heat
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Don’t take a shower if you’re on any kind of hallucinatory drugs
TAKE MY FUCKING MONEY
(7:29pm)
I was helping my little brother
Where the fuck does jack come from
That’s basically what math is like for the rest of your life.
I love how the answer is at the bottom of the page. And how is any kid suppose to know how many stickers Jack has? Does Tani and Jen give Jack their stickers? I wish I was Jack. My friends never give me stickers.You’re all missing the point. This isn’t math. Rather it’s metaphysics, or the existence of our being. Theoretically speaking, Jack isn’t a person. Jack exists in all of us. We are Jack. Jack is all of us. Every single one of us. In each inept part of our being, our existence, Jack lives. Forgotten and ignored, yet he exists in our never ending subconscious. The question, rather, is how many stickers do we all have?
happy.
I haven’t been on tumblr much lately. Been fairly busy and never go on the computer and I hate going on tumblr on my phone except to check messages.
Things are good tho. I haven’t cut or even really considered cutting in almost a month. School’s almost over and I might actually pass all my classes this semester. :)
Me and nick are good and we’re going out for breakfast tomorrow and then hanging out till my friend picks me up for the powwow. Gonna be a busy weekend but it’s gonna be awesome.
Lately, I’ve been genuinely happy. Some days I can be bitchy but generally I’m happy. And I love it.
